Anxious student

I am, quite possibly, the world's most anxious student.
Maybe it's because I'm in a bad habit of believing my life is more important than class, maybe it's my lack of preparation. It might even be my lack of interest in the class itself.
Just going to class puts a knot in my stomach. Tests make me beyond frantic to a point where I have to walk away from my notes and just go listen to some pretty music. I go stir crazy while I'm in class, especially when the weather is nice. I find myself staring out the windows into the nothingness that is the midwest.

Whatever it (the reason) is, I am not a fan of school. I have to believe this isn't a phase, or some sort of senioritis. I'm just glad that after my Associates I will be done with the whole thing.


Thank you Jesus for pushing me to be uncomfortable and follow the dream that You gave me long ago. Dreaming was always hard for me, it's a good thing You've got my life figured out.

P.S. One month til my birthday :)